i literally remembered this dream as i was brushing my teeth this morning and made a note to remember it and now i don't. bruh. anyways, this is less of a dream and more of a thought but it is crazy how dreams can be so fleeting. it was right on the fore of my thoughts just a few hours ago... and like nothing... it is gone...
my friend is currently going through something and sent me details on this something they are going through and my dream was me processing an interaction with them regarding said something. i woke up with them on my mind and knew we needed to have a convo
this dream came to me in pieces over the course of a few days. for one, i dreamt that someone had asked me to take the third sequence of my gender and sexualities civilizations course, which only requires two if you pair it with an extra art course (which i have taken)
are you ever so grateful that you are also fearful?
love given is never love wasted
i am starting to feel like the only way for certain relationships in my life to work out is if i just do a lot of work to hide how i feel and not let things get to me... like a lot of it is dependent on me being cool and okay with giving up control but giving up control this way is inequitable. it would be nice to be considered in the ways i need to be considered